HIM

Lost in my imperfect ways
I’m trying to find a way to apologize
Say I’m Sorry
Long ago I strayed away
Strayed away from caring friends
A loving family
a supportive society
Wanted to make it on my own
Create a name
Build an image
Live out what I envisioned
......but nothing goes as planned
It’s crazy how many plans gotten in the sands of time
As the hour glass of life empties
My soul fills with grief
Guilt from all toes I’ve stepped on
People I pushed around
This is an unofficial apology
I’m sorry....But do NOT quote me
Because in my life
I’ve created my own enemy
It lives within me
Slowly seeking ways to escape
Trying to seep through the cracks love create
.................
and KNOWING what I keep inside there is no way I preclude