Dear Irene,
The fact that I gave for you
what does it represent?
Defiance, resilience
The face that I wrote this in RED is the realest
I bled for you
I dread for you
It’s sad to see the veil over your eyes
BLACK sheer
Now I’m dead to you
And you to me
The Life we envisioned
and could not lead
Because of the life we left behind and could not leave
So in time we lost
Our loses leads to grief
But I grieve not for the pain but the pleasure of stagnation of a nation who fail to realize;
no gain in me

You see the blood; Never the wounds
If the pills don’t get to me, the pull of the trigger will
The noose is as loose as the chair in the middle of the room
The barriers between your flesh and your heart, relieved for love
I break the mirrors so I won’t see what I have become
Self-hidden
Bed-ridden
Depressed, Stressing about success
In Love
Leads to digress
and release this lyrical blood
my ink bleeds only for me
so it will die along with me
I figured out the best way to exit where I no longer exist
let me write about it.....