Wednesday, December 28, 2011
A Candid Critic
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Prayer I
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Countered
No, Thank You
Friday, December 9, 2011
Black and Gold
until it comes to poetry.
The next son.
Black and Gold
Our Pride and our Soul
Black and Gold
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
It Burns!
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Echo (P1)
Scream It (P2)
Blueberry (K)nights
Love Dessert(us)
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Funny(us) Serious
Sand Castle
Monday, October 17, 2011
Black Hoodies
Enslaved
By the chains we latch around our neck
Pay attention to those in graves;
Our history shows us what's next.
I rather walk with no label than be falsely accused and arrested
I plan on successful returns on all my investments
Yes I'm only half
But I'm fully apart of this struggle
And in a line up
I'm sorry to burst anyone's bubble
They'd probably pick me as well....
I never had a father to grow me into a man
That was my own rumble
Now I'm standing tall
Taking it all.....
A lion in the concrete jungle
With a heart of stone toward
Anything that isn't straight forward
Maximum attention is paid the to minimal subliminals
You know the white criminals who get reality shows
Or the black criminals who still gets hung after serving fifteen to twenty on death row
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Crippled Donuts
Harmful as idle hands introduced to a gun
And when the gun goes off no matter where it hits it bleeds cause no
You've succeeded into my heart, in my eyes you were heavenly, you heathen
anything for this achievement
And when you lied I knew but I was too week to believe it
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Candy
Black tops on top of the hill
Flat-tops on Capitol Hill
Lets dream what we want
lets all live until its real
The demographics of our people
These demons are graphic with what we'll reap soon
The pictures are clear
In our minds; they'll seep through
we've all became conscious of the fact that
economy has one big strategy
the economist and regressions analysts
This is what causes the anarchy
All they do are flip the switches to see what circuits
effects our existence's
The lines that guides our lives
are sublime in the rap of the congress
The congressional stands
where the professional bargainers join hands
the catholics, christians, jihadist, and rest of preachers and prophets
all seen to me as contrabands of religions
where it's no longer fought with guns and swords
just the gift of gab
These bitches
This is the lyrical eulogy of this tyranny
that has bounded me
Born to reign
but can I ever loose the control
At times I recede
Then I remember to live bold
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Bare Back
Where the good people are stuck in something like the matrix
And niggas do not care
I walk and try to warn
The modern Revere
Life seems to be moving
Is anyone there
I brave through the bereavement
With all my demons near
Every crisis I created
My mind; the trials of internal insinuations live there
I sense the kiss of the Grim
Though God told me the end shouldn't be feared
Death has become my friend
After all it is life that we live that we leave here
Probate
I want to be as wild as the lion alive in me
I want to live without restraint
With my wild side outside of me
It's been sometime
I've been keeping beast within
It's time for some serious release
It's time for this thing to begin
A.... Complete uninhabitable
Unmatched animal
Fully capable of the impossible
Unconscious of the fact there's no consciousness of the insalubrity
A...... complete optimist
Nothing bothers it
Either way what the fuck is closure
Allan need to man the fuck up
In a grand style and keep his composure
Be grand
Never again will you allow again
something like feelings
to feel like they can just seep in
Sunday, September 18, 2011
DOPE!
Crack before Grand
She was Dope before man
We went hand n hand
Summer of '07
She saved me from an asylum
walls all white and morbid thoughts in my mind
And lead me through hell
Our minds out of this world
we were earth-less
Any word against her was worthless
I put her word above everything
Trust so potent
You could feel the high without a hit
Dope taught me the ropes
Showed me how to sling knowledge
We graduated from adolescents
Into college
Still, She's here supporting me
Dope was always traveling
Crack just stuck to making money
I would be right to stop right here
Cause only Dope could finish this for me....
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
God's Refrigerator
Sunday, September 11, 2011
"The Scenic Route"
If not for the catch 22:
See: I caught her on her knees
Fulfilling some unsavory needs.
Even when she wouldn't feed,
They still urged her to proceed:
Kept her knuckles to the wall;
Knees scraped till they would bleed.
She thought I would take heed;
But instead, I took the lead.
I wanted to see her face
Because she still deserves grace.
Ever woke with a change of heart?
I slept with a stranger's heart
In my hand.
Lately, its been strange on her part.
Is it me she cannot stand?
She mutters for me to expand.
My mind will countermand.
I completely understand;
But she clung to her demands.
I thought all was in hand;
But she had much more planned.
I implored that she desist
Although she was hard to resist.
She would push on and persist.
She said that I was on her list.
Her confused mind consists
Of all the hapless charm and wit
That tore her Psyche to bits
As she did things she can't forget.
She invited me to follow;
But deep inside, she was hollow:
Filled with filth and guilt to swallow
Searching for solace to borrow.
Her eyes held no self care;
Just loneliness and sorrow.
She has so much more to share.
But she never hoped for tomorrow.
At a time I offered her a plan:
Something to help still suicidal hands.
I requested that she release with ease.
She accepted then released pleasantries;
Still withholding from me, nothing;
I sat in horror of stories that included barter,
Explained long ago the thing
was pride she had swallowed
Then hopeless eyes peered at me;
Pleading to leave the judgments behind
while she stood before me.
How can I resist a face so heavenly?
I gave her levity.
Her heart hang heavily;
Sinking down beneath her soul.
No balance. No control.
She wasn't clay for me to mold
Or a story to be told.
Most left her out in the cold;
But she was a sight to behold.
She was so much more to me;
More than others cared to see.
She doesn't need charity.
She needs someone to help her be.
She deserves the best from life.
She endured her share of strife.
No more emotional gashes.
It's time to get rid of the knife.
Incandescent was her stance of life.
She wiped out any indecorum with a pipe.
I hoped only as her savior,
I can reverse this erratic behavior.
She'd get though the night
in a stuporous state
To wake you with streams
of tears on her face.
Listening, my heart filled with distaste......
That's when I knew no longer
could she win any race alone.
So I decided to take up
first place in her life
I decided to illuminate her path
I decided to be the hand
that she can hold.
She cried a myriad of tears;
drowning herself to sleep at night,
but dry eyes purge fear;
so I offered her sunlight.
She needed someone to side with;
not just someone she can ride with.
I've no desire to dive in.
I just need her to confide in me.
She is so much more
than she'll allow herself to be.
A world of blessings are in store.
I know that nothing is earned free;
but she can transcend potential.
She can go further than possibility.
With or without the credentials,
she can enjoy the liberty
of knowing that her life
is no longer marred with the pain
caused by her past decisions.
There's so much for her to gain.
We dance to the tunes
of the marrowy facts
that at last life
has turned around,
There's no looking back.
Our first step forward
as we move toward the
life that I promised
as we push onward
I smiled knowing that
this decision was final;
the security she found in me,
the solace in we.
She and I trudged
up what was rocky
Happily we come to a place
where we could be free.
Finally.
Our undeniable, everlasting affirmation
was the fact that there is a destination;
no matter the route of navigation
or what form of intricate formation.
she found a love that was uncanny.
It's ever so easy to backslide
when the ceiling greets your backside;
but when given the chance to stand,
she found where she should reside.
No more abiding by the rules
of a litany of unsavory tools
that drool as she warms bar stools.
Life is no longer minuscule.
There's so much beauty to be found
when looking at the bigger picture.
Chain smokers have lost control
over when her light can flicker.
Love repaired her broken jaw
and healed her blackened eyes.
It may not hide her flaws;
but she no longer asks God why.
She willingly opened her heart
without having to part her legs.
I stretched out my loving arms
and she never had to beg.
A path cluttered with maybes
eventually brought us to together.
Time will plot our next direction
as we draw closer to forever. ♥
Monday, September 5, 2011
GRAND
Haven't cried since my consious died
What was supposed to be great
Became grand
Life then became easy for me
Everything thought out
And every feeling planned
Thus far life has been fine
Then a whirlwind of history hit me from behind
Life isn't supossed to catch up to those who don't stop moving
When it grabbed me
It was confusing
I backtracked and lost myself constantly thinking this was me improving
Life became amusing
All the while I was losing
My edge
A man must first
Destroy what is already there
Then start within
Me I was less than a person
Something heartless pretending
Daily, convincing myself I'm me.
Though Not stupid enough to believe what I see
To rid myself of all this
To start over wouldn't be easy
Not without him
Sunday, August 28, 2011
The Hurricane Dream
Dear Irene,
Shattered
Monday, August 22, 2011
RED
The fact that I gave for you
what does it represent?
Defiance, resilience
The face that I wrote this in RED is the realest
I bled for you
I dread for you
It’s sad to see the veil over your eyes
BLACK sheer
Now I’m dead to you
And you to me
The Life we envisioned
and could not lead
Because of the life we left behind and could not leave
So in time we lost
Our loses leads to grief
But I grieve not for the pain but the pleasure of stagnation of a nation who fail to realize;
no gain in me
Monday, August 8, 2011
SUICIDE

You see the blood; Never the wounds
If the pills don’t get to me, the pull of the trigger will
The noose is as loose as the chair in the middle of the room
The barriers between your flesh and your heart, relieved for love
I break the mirrors so I won’t see what I have become
Self-hidden
Bed-ridden
Depressed, Stressing about success
In Love
Leads to digress
and release this lyrical blood
my ink bleeds only for me
so it will die along with me
I figured out the best way to exit where I no longer exist
let me write about it.....
Sunday, August 7, 2011
"Slavery Still alive, They just be concealin' It"-Kanye West
Rise with the morning
Die before sun down
Our sons down
Our daughters amiss
This is the life of lyric
The lines that are not reaching the rich
The riches are spent on what we “minorities” consider priorities
Rims drugs and women
This is considered better living
Statistics shitting on us
Who’s really winning?
Not us
Runned Down Gunned Down
Slaughter house rules style
keeping their left hand out of view of their right,
right now
Going against the currents
Like swimming up the Nile
The totem pole has been knocked down now
There is no more competition which makes me frown
upon window blinds
RUNNED DOWN GUNNED DOWN
the proper word is “ran”
its past tense of run which I just did
now I’m passed tensed
this will go unfinished....
......................
But it will end with YOU
runned down, gunned down.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
The Boom Bap

The Hip-Hop
From hop scotch
To Scott La Rock
From the beat drops
To Flex drops bombs when the hits hot
Exclusively
Hip-Hop
The hips hopped
When Rick decided to be slick
Right when Bambaataa decided to migrate the flow from Africa
We heard the culture
Sitting high looking down on the hood
Hi tops and flat tops
Were the confirmation that the masses understood
In Hip-Hop
The style then later dropped -
(Literally)
Jeans below the asses
Only NWA could explain what happened
They screamed were fuck the police
When we thought it was losing cause
The representatives of the republic decided this alpha music was dangerous
So we walked in Tribes on this so Called Quest
(to Question)
Love for our culture
The Roots
Of De La Soul
Which voice our soul in volumes
Hip-Hop...
Rocked
Every John wanting to be a Legend from the block
These funky beats had beasts checking out the ladies dressed in less
Showing their Foxy Brown skin
Trying to win a Roc Boy to be apart of the family
Hip-hop
the rap style
The flow of poetic justice
Where we battle with lyrics that engaged out spirits
As we listened to Badu haiku's and
Hey love; hi how are you’s
You see Music fathered me
Took me farther then what I could of believed
I am Hip-Hop
I’m a son of rhyme
An ancestor of the jive
I’m the style of delivery
In every punch line
Attitude determines my altitude
I am Hip-Hop
I’m the culture
I’m the move, meant to be no only heard but swooned
I am Hip-Hop
Who are you?
REBIRTH

Your tears are little drops of butane
It pours like rain
Soaking my body with your pain
I, Inflamed by your strain
Erupted when I held you close
The slowly extinguishing flame of hope
you had burning
Suddenly erupted when our eyes locked
The fear for your future became the fight that gave you life
you then rose like a true phoenix
From the ashes of what burned you so long ago
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Bitch and Brother
From now on I say Fuck it to a bitch faithfulness
I'm gonna just Fuck the bitch fatefully
To believe that only my dick can dig in her so deep
Until she can't help but to creep around her own expectations
To be orally elevated and we making love face
As we tucking in places that only provide extra exhilaration
To conclude we drinking what we fillies our bodies with
White grapes plus forty years of fermentation
Fuck love
In my heart lust replaced it
The perplexed surface of what burdened us
Erased it
Now all my feeling for a bitch
Starts at my pelvic
I'm done giving my emotions
I'm starting to feel selfish
There was a time I was hell bent
On returning
It was like expelment on what I was
Yearning
You taught me something valuable
Permanently
You have managed to take what cannot be returned to me
I called you a brother
And you called the only I fell in love with
Under the covers
I had reason
But I didn't expect you to commit
Such great treason
Bitches come between brothers
With secret meeting under covers
While I was wasting my trust and being in love
You two we busy being lovers
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Fake Friends

Let's talk to him now and laugh about him later
When he asks us how his business got around
We'll point to his best friend and paint him as a hater
Let's appoint him president then have the cabinet throw him out the cupboard
Let's serial kill his dreams fantasies and hopes
Let's take his reputation and hang it with a rope
His ex is going to be both of our next
We'll mind fuck her out the best thought of him
Leave her heartless so she strangles the next man who reminds her of him
Let's be the worst friends in history
Let's paint his story across the internet
But first help him make a name...some introspect
He won't know we did any of this
We will be by his side as he go through it
Tell him we got his back and catch who ever did it
But a dog never catch his tail
My partner....well I hope he won't tell
At least not before me..
You may think I’m a fake friend now just wait and see
Its hard to climb when the better man is on top of me
Monday, June 27, 2011
A Twist of Hate

At eight years old
She decides she rather be dead
So she kills everything about her
She lives in her head
An eight year old
This is a story untold in many broken homes
Where domestic occurrences happens ten fold
One night she received a knock on her bedroom door late
After her bedtime she knew it could only be one of two
Eager to answer, she has not seen you all day
She really missed you
Once your frame was revealed
The outline of you seemed something shrewd
She knew something was amiss
She later admitted
At the moment you were her favorite good night kiss
Yo embraced her with affection and whispered softly that you love her
Though eerily she felt the sense of needed protection
The liquor on your breath was a knockout
You've drunken yourself into a stupor
One of your last
She felt it first stiff against her hip
She became frightening stiff
Tensed
Knowing your erection was filled with a killing infection
You then regained your fleeting sense and forced rejection
Not strong enough to fight him off
He signed your death certificate
At eight years old your life was over before it began
Specialist said nine more years...maybe
Years passed as you continue to hold back the hooded man
His icy cold breath
You can feel just creeping on your hand
Time passed as she grew
I did two
Problem though is I grew to be a replicate of the predicate
After a while you destroyed the only relationship in life that was relevant
The misplaced hate
Directed towards me was now the main dish on my plate
At eight years old
Life ended for you
At three years old
I would have gladly taken what was your fate.
HIM

Lost in my imperfect ways
I’m trying to find a way to apologize
Say I’m Sorry
Long ago I strayed away
Strayed away from caring friends
A loving family
a supportive society
Wanted to make it on my own
Create a name
Build an image
Live out what I envisioned
......but nothing goes as planned
It’s crazy how many plans gotten in the sands of time
As the hour glass of life empties
My soul fills with grief
Guilt from all toes I’ve stepped on
People I pushed around
This is an unofficial apology
I’m sorry....But do NOT quote me
Because in my life
I’ve created my own enemy
It lives within me
Slowly seeking ways to escape
Trying to seep through the cracks love create
.................
and KNOWING what I keep inside there is no way I preclude
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
HALF FULL or FULLY EMPTY

To hold up the world like Atlas
At last
Life has ended
Success is rendered
You look back on your life
At a glance
You get a chance
To glimpse
What really happened to him
History
Something you left along the way
Because you failed to merge
Her story in the mix
Now your legacy
Real feeble on the legs, it stands on you see
Decisions
Have gained you successful ventures
The real adventure was missed
Where's the family
Home alone
Macaulay Culkin
No one knows you
The real you
Only what you showed 'em
When you was on the road an' in the hotels
It's not you to blame
Because no one tells them
At the young age of adulthood
Still not knowing, what adults would
Find someone to trust
Invest in love, understand them
Then get out the woods
Understood
Now there you stand
Pocket full of loot trying to block the truth
It can't buy happiness but entertainment cost a really big payment and of course that distracted you
Tore you off course
This is where you ended
Where you lifestyle contend
With solace
Your head under the diadem
Now you feel more smarter than him
Finally able to overcome your ego
They call you Grand now
You tear that image into a thousand
Pieces
Searching for reasons to continue....
This
Hoping that someone with a good memory would remember you even if it's through disdain
May that memory remain
May the facade give way
May your faith stay in place
May the words that you spoke long ago still remember its grace
Love for what is, though treat is as what you want it to be.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
AMERICA WRIGHT

In disposition -
This one is the definition
Of the workers who NEVER complain
The strain is never enough
For theses hard workers complain or refrain from punching the clock
White collars
Used to be only white colored
Now divergent debates of which economy is strongest occur
Is only to be measured by which tie is the longest
Hustlers
In the street
Bragging about how big their gap is
The one that bridge the fact
That most of us descended from the renaissance’s
Being boastful about how bold it is to wield a weapon as little as a handgun
Though still able to cause mass destruction where we’re from
All-the-while
Not realizing it those antics that are holding us
Even go as far as to push us backwards
DeadENDS
Its America Wright
That has the pleasure of being subdued to American rights
Protected from nothing....(but the truth)
Insured for twice the amount
Its America who writes - that we can all achieve what we believe as long as we go according to what we see
Is America right?
In America we plight
But our ongoing fight causes us not to recognize that we have entered a sorry plight
The un-realizability of deception will be only visually acknowledgeable
To those smart enough to call themselves REBELS





















